So I am officially a graduate!! :) Very exciting but I still have to get my volunteering hours in. It’ll all work out I’m sure.
So in other news, I ran into that guy friend of mine while I was on the way to an open house after graduation at a friend’s house and he did a U turn to follow me into the neighborhood to chat with me and we chatted for a bit and he ended up coming to the party with me. All of my friends were creeping on us as we sat out by the pool and I could tell they were all wondering if something was going on between us. Which from what has been ‘defined’, there’s not. He stayed by my side throughout the party even though he knew everyone and don’t get me wrong, it was nice. But…not as nice as you’d think. Sometimes I wonder if he just takes me for granted as a way to entertain himself. He left to do something and I stayed for a bit and then when my friend was trying to pawn off the cake on me (There were two guests left besides her family; her girlfriend who is a vegan and me who is a vegan. Can you guess how successful this cake pawning went?) So I offered to call him and offer some cake to him, (there was literally an entire sheet cake and a half left. And they were huge to begin with.) knowing he’d take some because he has an incredible sweet tooth. He said he was out and about at the moment but that he would be back home soon if I could stick around. He lives like 2 blocks from my friend who was hosting so I told him I’d drop it off as I was going home. He tried to call but I didn’t have my phone on me as I was enthralled in a deep conversation with my friend’s Southern grandparents. So he ended up coming back to the house and popping in. He came up to me and said hi, rubbing my back as he did and made a joke about me never having my phone on me and I got ‘the look’ from my friend’s girlfriend (the other vegan). We stuck around and chatted with her family for a bit, he checked out some housework problem going on regarding a broken screen in an inset screen window and then I hinted that we should probably leave as we were the last ones there besides her family and her girlfriend. We scooted on out and I went to say bye before he drove away and I could tell her was dilly-dallying to prolong having to leave. I wondered if it was because he didn’t want to do the work he had waiting for him at home or because he was actually enjoying my company. He said “You should come over.” to which I replied “I don’t know. If you want.” and he said it again. I went over and got there just in time to see his sister and mom pulling away to do something. We hung out until 11 just chilling. We pretty much just lied (layed?) around, but there was a tickle fight. That again, he started and that I hate to say, he won. I’m only about 115 pounds and he’s about 180 so these tickle fights aren’t exactly fair. As I was leaving his mom got back home and we chatted for a bit (She is such a sweet lady by the way.) and then I headed home. His mom told me to text him when I got home so she’d know I got there safe and when I did it was the typical response; “Oh good. Well nighty night dude.”……….dude?!………..It all gets very frustrating. So long story short, I ran into him, we hung out and then at the end of the night I was left with that same question of whether or not he saw me as just a thing to entertain himself or something more because he treats me like something more.
